[It genuinely really is. And while yes of course Tadashi listens to everyone and considers what he's told, Ruka's words always hold a little more weight to them for Tadashi. He does look a little reprimanded, settling both hands around his glass.]

You're not wrong. I guess I just get afraid of setting some kind of date or 'when' I should be used it, then failing. Which is ridiculous because failing is part of every process and it's how we learn and improve, but - you get me.